☺ A LETTER TO ERIK ☺
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anyways
erik made a page like this for me not too long ago. so its only fair i do the same!
thank you for staying by my side after all this time. it means a lot to me
due to bad stuff that happened to me, i sorta closed myself off in the internet and had very few people i could trust. i went on servers and the life of people i was somewhat fond of in a desperate attempt to connect with someone once again. anyone. or at least have fun if i failed to do that at least. needless to say i ended up connecting with 2 people in the least expected way possible. those 2 people were danya and you
i didnt even realize it at first, i reached out to you because i was worried you had left all of a sudden and you were kind of the life of the party in that server. ive considered you a warm person ever since we first met. but not too long after this i found myself caring more for you to the point where i even considered it would be safe to be friends with you and that i wouldnt get hurt like last time
i was extremely glad i was right. and i still am to this day of course
you probably havent realized it. but we've already gone through a lot of internet phases and done many fun things together. we've also officially been friends for much longer than the people who made me feel bad
i admit its sad to see danya disappear so often. but having you here makes it so much better!!
you say that im mature and that you consider me your equal. but so are you!! youre so much more capable than you think, i swear im saying the truth!! and youre also my equal of course, i wanna learn more from you too
i know im kind of difficult to understand, especially since i keep my biggest problems to myself, but thats because i dont want to trouble you with stuff thats too big for the both of us. it sucks but its for the best
maybe just maybe ill tell you about it once its all over
thank you for always making me feel special enough to be your best friend!!! and for being you, too
thank you!! (again),
- lyra
